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Last night I spent a lot of time on my online portfolio.
www.sites.google.com/site/janekim92
Haha, it really shouldn’t have taken so much time as it did.
Anyway, I have to go finish everything, and study and write my essays.
Is anyone else out there, more than just feeling stressed? Like just torn between excitement, sadness, fear? I don’t know, I got to do that tag! That sweet girl Sammi tagged me in a 20 facts thing! haha, I shall go do that for fun, once I get the time.
until then :)
i got nothing productive done today.
you are having a hard time. know that it gets better, and you become a much stronger person because of it.
i’ll pray for you.
So.. last night I went to sleep at around 2:30 a.m. And ended up not going to school. I was completely ready, I already picked out my outfit to minimize time in the morning getting dressed, so I could have more time to sleep. And I set my alarm clock, and my cell phone as usual. My backpack was all set, I was good to go.
Then I wake up and see that my room is seeping with light and my clock says 11:12…. Text from Alice: aw ur not here! omg im so bored/tired. im falling alseeeeeep (sent 11:12 a.m.)
dang, it’s already fourth period? How the hell did I not wake up? My alarm clock is on, and my cell phone too… And alice is texting in class? hahaha, yeah.. went downstairs and my mom and sister saw me and were like why aren’t you at school? And I asked them why they didn’t wake me up, or why didn’t mary wake me up? And, in the end my mom called in for me. And I went to journalism to turn in the first deposit check and left after that to Tiffany’s house.
Watched, The Blind Side. That’s a really feel good movie. Then after we watched it, Samm, Tiff and I tried to sneak into the 7 p.m. New Moon showing. Right as we got into the door, we heard this yelling so loud. Soooo loud, I thought, “wow that’s really realistic speaker sounds” Uh No. That, my friend, I learned was the sound of a theatre FULL of girls. They were screaming for no reason!! The previews were not even showing yet… so, of course, we left right away after that.
Then windowshopped at Macy’s, Tiffany bought a scarf!
And now i’m sleepy.

The first barbie doll ever

1996 bluebird barbie doll

2003 barbie doll

2007 (slut) barbie doll
What happened to Barbie?? Barbie used to look so innocent and pretty when I was young. The first Barbie ever portrayed a real girl the best. She resembles an ape…apes are our ancestors. I remember barbie from the 1990’s collection. Pretty, but innocent. Barbie was known for her fat, poofy, tacky dresses. They were fun! Look at Barbie’s bad tan job. That’s what I call a human being.
Then year 2003 came and plastic surgery was introduced to Barbie World. I can’t get over how fake and disgustingly perfect those 2003 barbie dolls look like. Poor girls…you know, beauty is a sin.
And of course we get to 2007 (slut) barbie. I should add she-male Ken too. Barbie transformed into a prostitute…and Ken the pimp. Look at his sleazy long lashes and that disgusting beard. What has this world come to? Barbie was supposed to be all about innocence and being pretty (which is a horrible message anyway) and now it’s about prettying yourself up to become America’s number one prostitute. I’m so ashamed of Barbie.
I used to adore you. My dad bought you a house, an ice cream shop, a car, a school room, a school, a grocery store, a shower set…the list goes on and on. Now you’re a slut. What…do they make whore houses for you now?? Oh gosh. Poor, poor girl. I should write a complaint letter to the Barbie manufacturers.
lol, i remember i researched barbie a lot during freshman year. I was going to do an expository speech about her for speech and debate, but then I decided to do yawning instead. lmaoo..
anyway, from what i remember from my research. originally the concept of barbie came from some sex doll. So the concept of barbie originally came from… a slut. sorry barbz.
in the beginning, barbie supposedly was the reason for a lot of eating disorders in women? not really sure of that, i’m kinda fuzzy. she distorted images of beauty. like her waist was so small that it was not humanly proportionate. i think i read that if she were made into a real woman, she would not have enough body fat in order to menstruate. so then, i think matel made her waist size more realistic later.
I’m not one of those extreme hate on barbie people (some ppl are crazy. they like decapitate barbie dolls.. it’s disturbing), but i was never the i want a barbie girl either. i don’t really understand why little girls want them so much though.
wow, thats some intricate barbie hair. the asian barbie looks like white barbie but with angled eyes and black hair.
about a girl.
I love this song! does anyone else thinks it kind of sounds similar to I’m not okay by mcr when he says “i’m not in love”? Maybe not.. I always think songs sound similar to each other. Anyway, I still love this song.
the guy is pretty cute. haha
oh yeah, i learned something today that was pretty surprising! i don’t know if it’s true though. aww i hope she doesn’t think i was saying something bad about her… haha tiffany knows! how can it be true?! but she seemed to be truthful also. you know what, i will just mind my own business. haha
And everywhere else for that matter. I want to go explorinnn’. So we were going to Napa the other day for another band review, and we were on the topic of Blue’s Clues. I knew that Blue was a girl. But Magenta’s a boy?! WTH.
My hands are cold.
what? are you serious? i thought blue was a boy. and now the pink dog is a boy? i see… blue’s clues producers, you are pushing the boundaries of society. i can respect that.
i want to have a sunday on a sunday, i don’t want sundae because i don’t like sundae. randommm
anyway, my mom waited until the last minute of mass to tell me she couldn’t take me back home! whatttt, come on!! you could have told me that before you took me to the 20 minute away church! So then, she asked a woman to take me home, and for 15 minutes I was just in her car, while she was talking to her husband in the cool phone car thing.
So you can hear the person in the car, and talk to them without putting the phone next to your ear. Anyway, it was sweet. They talked really nicely to each other, and that was just something new.
anyway, that’s just a cute thing I wanted to remember. normal everyday conversations sound so nice in korean (when it’s not the yelling type of talking). it doesn’t have the same feeling in english. Or in america, maybe it’s just the american accent.
demi lovato- remember december
I love late nights. And the people. I love centerspread.
You know what I find crazy? People actually coming to me for help. Albeit, most of the time it’s just for help to scan things in to the computer (how can that knowledge be so rare??) And help on in design and photoshop. People are actually asking me for help, is just a concept so big wowww, blows my mind. I was just a newbie last year too, I barely knew anything on photoshop until the beginning of this year. It’s just astounding.
Anyway, I can’t imagine what life would be like without Journo.
Best thing ever
And a lot of people came up telling me how much they liked this issue’s centerspread. I like it a lot too. But the amount of time and effort I spent over it is much less than the time I put into the last two. But since the concept is good, and the title is clever and it just overall looks clean- it’s a favorite.