Don’t be too hard on yourself. You are doing an AMAZING job as CS editor. In fact, I think that’s the reason why you get such specific critique is because you are doing so many things RIGHT! Your designs are smart, beautiful and well-executed. You put a lot of thought and planning into every CS, and it shows in the final product. Keep up the excellent work.
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when i read this i felt like crying. it seemed like people didn’t like it when they were critiquing it. i guess i’m just a big softie when people say nice things. okk im gonna make sure next cs has all those improvements and is going to be really good!! even though right now, i have no clue what our design or alt. copies could be.
Kevin showed me this amazing song and this amazing artist. Ahh I love listening to good music. I’m gonna go through his entire album and listen to his songs.
Something like that, I forgot where I heard that from. But basically, if you need help getting through a tough time you should find someone with scars because they’ve survived their wounds when others could not. And they will understand the obstacles you have to go through, while those with none, will not.
I start my first work shift tomorrow at 6 pm! hahaha omg i’m nervous but excited too.
now that i think about it.. tomororw is really busy. i have to go to journalism in the morning to finish cs, then go to church, then steven’s lunch thing and then work. omgg i need to do hw now then.
BLAHH i haven’t gotten a gift yet for steven. i’m so tired today too, i just went shopping for four hours with alice AHAHAH. i got boots and a jacket. i spent a lot of money today though… guilt settles in.. but i like my stuff!
oh yeah and i made a formspring so ask me questions~
hahaha oh goodness. so a friend of mine called another friend of mine and indirectly me “chunky”, just cuz his standards for girls are now kpop girl idols such as jessica from snsd (left). i don’t care much for jessica. son ga in (right) is so much cooler. i think you have to click on the pictures to make them look proportionate.
atleast i can eat whatever i feel like! but it also makes me feel kind of bad too haha, i gained five pounds after break. is it really the winter season that makes us eat more?
anyway, late night tomorrow. hopefully centerspread will finish relatively on time boo hoo. today was another zombie day for jane~ and i got quite a lot of comments from people who liked my jacket today! even though it’s my mom’s salmon colored windbreaker that I thought looked kind of nerdy (but liked anyway).
sigh. i’m being a brat and selfish. whatever thing i may be going through, that doesn’t mean i should forget that my problems are nothing. and i can better use my concerns and worries to help other people instead of fueling my own self absorption.
i’m going to take tomorrow for what it is and suck it up. i’ll do it, while also keeping the people who really need help in my thoughts, prayers and actions.
there is no point in being this stressed out. no point at all. there’s hardly a point to anything we do. so i might as well do it being the best person i can be.
i would just like things to go the way i’d like them to. every move i make and second i’m still awake i can feel the bags under my eyes drooping lower on my face. i don’t want to go to school tomorrow. and i don’t want to do any work for journalism either. i’m so tired, but guess what. i’m still gonna go and still gonna stay until the very end of late night working. i still hate this week.
ugh i keep coming back to add more. but i have to keep ranting or else i’m going to just explode from frustration and everything. even if it feels like i’m falling apart or going through some crisis or whatever, all people care about is the work i need to give them! which i understand also (that irks me even more, the fact that i can understand) but i really wish there was just a time when i could step back and breathe before i continue on with my work. but instead i’m just cranking out crap to make sure something is there, even though my mind isn’t even there with me anymore. i just want to be in the backseat this time and let someone else drive for me.
